~DeathNote~

Sat, 24 Feb 2007 19:14:30 GMT

Tonight really enjoyed myself alot =)

I meet up dearz, Alvin, Koon and Theo at Bugis for dinner at Lai Lai.

I guessed the company of Alvin,Koon and Theo was pretty great as I keep laughing especially when they was making fun of Koon =X and some topic was pretty funny hehe. They was pretty good fun too =)

At Lai Lai, me and dearz makan while the other order drinks and for Alvin soup. As usual, they was chatting over some topics which was pretty interesting to me haha so I listened and laugh haha..

After dinner, we went to Arcade lolz... I tio trashed by some pros ~~ haha. We was at the arcade for quite a while before we left for Maxwell.

We went to MOX and joined Desmurn and Eric at their table, all of us was chattin a lot and then I purposely challenge Desmurn and Koon to finish their drink in one sip haha ... Desmurn was drinking 'Sex on the beach' while Koon was taking 'Graveyard' and for me 'Long Island Tea' haha .... In the end, both Desmurn and Koon face red red =x and follow on by Koon getting high. Me, Alvin and dearz keep laughing cuz we was teasing Koon which was pretty mean la lolz.

I think I really wish to thanks everyone for everything tonight. I truly enjoyed myself after such a long while that I did not go clubbing.

Lazy to narrate what happened the whole night ~ Guessed that while I enjoying myself, afew of my friends are not doing well so I truly wish to tell them here, no worry ok... whatever it is, I am here for u guys just as the same that u guys are there for me when I am down too =)

=) happy mood today ! Hope of my friends can be happy too ~~ !! Hugz for everyone and a Muackz for my dearz haha !!!

I guessed with the recent events... this really help to take my mind off them ~~

DJMAX - End of the Moonlight

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 18:59:02 GMT

Recently been listening to this few songs cuz was playing DJmax portable on my psp. Quite like this few songs in the game....

End of the moonlight

Oblivion

Eternal Memory - A Girl's Dream

Mentally exhausted.

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 12:32:58 GMT

Today is not really a very nice day for a start...

My house phone was ringing at early morning around 5am plus. I answered the phone call with some hesitation as I had this phobia of receiving early morning phone call.The main reason is that from my past experience, most of the time early morning phone is always to inform us that someone in the family just passed away or in critical condition.

As expected somehow, the phone call was from Ren Ci informing us that my uncle just passed away in the home.

My uncle (mother younger brother) is the 2nd youngest in my mum family and from young he got down syndrome and alot of other medical problem. My mother was very emotional after I told her as recently she had some argument on my uncle issue with her other siblings and was thinking to bring him home to take care of him. So with this sudden death of my uncle, she was quite emotional unstable.

I taken leave for today as mum was feeling very lost and she really do not know what to do. So I got to call and inform my other aunties and uncles first then make arrangement to meet them at Ren Ci. It been really hectic and quite a headache for me as mum was easily irritated and she start picking on every little thing.

We reached Ren Ci around 8:20am and I go over to my uncle bed and saw that they left my uncle body on the bed in an awkward position. So I went to check with the nurse and their head nurse quickly came and explained to me that as my uncle death was a sudden death, they got to make police report and so they cannot shift or touch my uncle body. For now, we cannot claim my uncle body until the coroner identify the reason for my uncle death.

In the end, we waited one hour plus for the police officers and after settling everything it was around 11am plus. Mum was still very easily irritated.

So I spend the rest of the afternoon, helping her to make arrangement for my uncle such as arranging where to go for cremation and since my uncle got no child, wife or friends, there will be no wake.

On the other hand, mum keep asking me to paint the ceiling for my house... I am like so stressed up because she expecting it to be done immediately and think that it can be done in a hour or so... I was like DUHZ !#)(*!#)( but then I bear with it and let her nag at me the whole afternoon until she sleep.

After everything, I was so mentally tired and since mum was already sleeping after taking her medication for her flu. So I also went for a nap ~~ Haiz...

Sometime I wonder, after a person death and yet there is so much things to iron out with their own siblings or children. They can even almost come to blows or fierce arguement over some old matters...

I think I was pretty worried as I understand that my mum is someone who cannot put the past behind her. There was some tension when she was discussing with my aunties over my uncle stuff while I was there pretty uptight over it.

This year CNY, I cannot go house visit le ~ since my uncle just passed away. So this year CNY, I can only stay home but if anyone of you wanna come over it is still alright =).

Tue, 19 Dec 2006 13:14:15 GMT

Feeling tired ... mentally...

It been an eventful weekend...

Was a nice weekend but somehow I am mentally drained without understanding why...

Yesterday agency function was nice, thanks to all the nice colleagues =) and especially boss... The agency is so much like one big big family.

I am just like the little brother there where everyone helps me along the way and I can sense a lot of care and concern among each individual there.

It appear of a big contrast from the world that I thought of when I going to start work... Perhaps during NS, I saw too much office politics in work but now I am glad that this new working environment is not that bad.... =)

Someone cried to me today... In my heart, I was thinking that it was not a big problem and truly I never blame him or so but then it bite me slowly and slowly. I think for him it is always good to forget about the past at time.

For me personally, I do not wish to forget my past... I am not ashamed of my past, people grow from their past mistakes and why do I fear of my past ? Perhaps I do not know how to think for others or myself in the past but I am slowly looking forward and changing as I go on...

It been raining the whole day... my poor foot been wet the whole day too... sob... ~ haha

Mon, 27 Nov 2006 00:47:39 GMT

Over the weekend,

Someone shout in frustration,
Someone angry,
Someone cried,
Someone smile,
Someone laugh,
Someone frown,

*all cuz of me ~

Unexpected meeting of friends, that I am real delighted with.

In all, an eventful and yet happy wkend.

Thanks to Alvin for yesterday night invitation =)
Thanks for Raymond for riding me down to town to meet my dearz yesterday night =)
Thanks to Bryant and Luke for the fun mahjong session on saturday noon and yesterday night chatting plus the 2 album of songs =)
Thanks Josh for accompanying me the whole morning playing dota, it been nice to catch up with you with my dearz.

lolz I am so naggy ~~ Thanks everyone haha

Now at office so early, it is the starting of the week but yet I am looking forward to Friday ~~

Not because that I wish to rest or enjoy but this friday and saturday, I already plan to spend both day with my dearz ~~ that why looking forward to it alot hehe ~~

Mum and Dad been nagging me over the wkend :x . I think it is the time when they are expecting me to give them the reply to their question which is 'Going or not going to London'. I think I will tell them this thursday ' I not going' so let see what will be the outcome.

Called god brother on saturday, he told me that my god mother is not feeling well recently again. It is a habit of me to go over to visit her once a month, it doesn't matter how busy I am, I will still make time out for her. Think I gonna visit her this week ~~ Really missed her and her cooking =P ~ plus my 2 cute nieces and my god brothers and sister =)

Hmm ending here ba ~~ think this is a pretty crappy entry cuz I just typing it out of boredom Hehe ... just joking... i better start doing my work else 'boss' will increase my work load sooN ~~~

^^

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 17:27:37 GMT

Getting more used to my job scope =)

I signed my contract le ~... company also give me my security pass le ~

Boss is nice, colleagues around are helpful and nice too. My colleagues are all pretty fun ~ gossip here and there. They always joke around and yesterday one of them make me surprise when they ask me I meet boy friend or girl friend for lunch haha =). I am pretty satisfied with my 'working life'

'Love life' never been better =), recently I just feel that we are heading back to our honeymoon period again ~~ So sweet for me !!

Thanks to my beloved dearz ~ I really appreciate you for everything you done for me, and of course the certain thing that you sacrifice at time just to spend more time with me.

R/s with own family is not really improving much instead recently got quite a bit of tension around. Especially the 'London study' issue, which is really creating much unnecessary tension for me and them.

I missed certain people, hope to meet them soon also.

Time to sleep =) nitez nitez !

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 23:03:27 GMT

I really enjoyed myself today =)

I woke up at 12pm, went out to meet dear at around 2:30 pm at Orchard area. We spend the whole afternoon walking around the whole Orchard Road shopping and bought quite a numbers of clothing.

After the whole afternoon of walking, we get hungry and decided to go try the Vietnamese cuisine restaurant Orange Lantern near my workplace. It is my second time eating at Orange Lantern, was very happy when dearz say he like the food hehe =)

Ray also bought K down for dinner at Orange Lantern and so there was some funny moment' s haha. After dinner, me and dearz go back to wisma to meet up des and drew haha ~~ dearz decided not to buy the shirt he quite like at FCUK.

We took a train together at Orchard and head toward Marina Square. We went over to the bowling alley but all the lanes is fully occupied so we leave our name on the waiting list and spend our time waiting by playing arcade hehe.

I seriously feel that everyone enjoyed the 2 games of bowling, it was pretty fun and a lot of hilarious moments especially with des and drew around kekez. Thanks to them =) at least I can go play bowling haha else if I was to suggest to go with dearz alone, I am pretty sure that dearz would not want to bowl.

First game winner, des and drew with me giving them 80 points handicapped =x, actually no need ma since they play pretty well too =P Second game winner, des+drew and dearz, they pit all against me =( ~~ AWW ~~

After bowling, we headed over to Gluttony Bay because des say he feel hungry, we makan over there and start to chat some cold jokes and a lot of other. Ray and K later joined us after their movie, well it was pretty unexpected but then it just happen that 3 couples together haha ~~

A lot of jokes and questions haha ~~ Pretty relaxing and I really enjoyed it =) Thanks to everyone kekez !!! We sat there until Gluttony Bay start to clear their tables and chairs, before all of us head home =) !!

Fri, 17 Nov 2006 06:10:40 GMT

Doing a quick entry... left 3 mins.....

Just helping a friend to ask... he wanna sell his starhub voucher of $200 value for $150. Expiry date is end of this year...

Just sms/calll or leave comments but best is to call me !!!

Remember .. I do not answer private calls haha... so do not use private number to call me

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 14:11:40 GMT

Just get hanged on the phone by someone pissed off ~~

This friend of mine apparently just discovered that an amount of money was deducted from his bank account without his acknowledgement and he suspected that it might be deducted by an insurance company.

He was pretty pissed off when he called me. He is apparently in-camp and cannot check his bank transaction history so he got to wait for his mum to check for him tomorrow.

I guessed, I might have irritated him when I asked him not to assume anything until the next day when his mum check and get back to him. Actually, I was thinking that it is no point being so pissed off when there is nothing confirmed yet and also because he does not have the necessary details to resolve this issue too.

He hanged the call at me when I asked him not to get so pissed off over this, maybe he felt that since it was not me who are facing it that why I may sound so calm and nonchalant. Or maybe when I was asking him whether he did sign any documents that allow the insurance company to deduct any amount from his account or so, it feel like maybe I am pouring oil into his fire…

Not very sure, but apparently I am not so offended over his hanging of call. I was thinking hmm ... what wrong with me today haha ... usually i will just listen and only console tat poor guy over the phone... but today haha :x oop....

I was thinking of this after awhile…

Sometime, life is not as bad as many think of it, if you can appreciate more of what other done for you. Being loved does not mean that you need another half in order to be loved. I do feel easily happy when other shows their care or concern or even just a ‘thank you for this and that’ … It make me feel appreciated at least they take note of such little detail or stuff =).

Many can argue that because you do not experience the shits that they go through and that why you can say such thing so easily. This world is round, things just go around and around. What may happen to you, can also easily happen to another person. It is just the matter of time and luck sometime and what appear to you as ‘shit’ might only be ‘nothingness’ to another person.

It is something not really debatable due to it unpredictable nature of the whole issue. This is just my thoughts if anyone of you got things to add just leave me your comments =).

Btw, I want to buy n70 white casing and if anyone of you got any lobangs pls pls pls tell me =) !!

To go or not to go ?

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 18:19:59 GMT

Recently been pretty busy, guess that my dearz and friends kind of unable to get me as easy as before.

Sometime, I am really very tired, wished to stay home and sleep or rest, but apparently I get no peace from my own parent. They had been pestering me on this topic: - GO LONDON TO STUDY! ~

Dad got this concept here :- 外国人赚的钱比本地人高也找工容易。他的思想推论-〉就连外国人放的屁都是香的！To conclude my story -> He just simply want me to go London to study because he feel that my future will be almost a confirmation to be more outstanding compared to others that do not get the chance to go overseas.

I am struggling here; I do not wish to go over London for many factors. Among those factors, I really do not wish to stay with my uncle family at London. First of all, I am not close with him (I only met him twice within my whole lifetime) and secondly he is very naggy and also a very proud person who will showcase his 2 child achievement one by one to you.

Worse of all, my uncle is famous for doing this: - he will ignore your needs and pleas and still continue on until he is satisfied with his speech which could end like 3-5 hours. GOSH ~~!! It is just a mental torture that will drive u nuts !

On the other hand, I could not bear to leave my family, dear ones and loved ones behind here and spend a year or maybe 3 years over London. I make my stand to my parent and seek their understanding while explaining my own stand but it seem to be fruitless.

I believed that dearz and some close friends who was with me during my birthday this year at the chalet, they would heard my mum mentioning that no matter what, she will make sure I go London. This few days, I stayed out late due to work but partly also wish to avoid any confrontation with them.

I respected their decision and understand their concern for me as my parent and I know that they want the best for me in life also. Right now, I only can hope that they understand my stand and give way while it is also partly my fault because perhaps in the past I did not show them what I am capable of or prove to them anything that can make them relieved with me.

2ndly, I did not really spend much time with them also when I tend to coop myself up in the room. Basically I can do weights, watch TV, use the computer, sleep, drink and a lot other stuffs in my room and therefore I only tend to come out of my room during meals, toilet break or to go out.

The problem for me at this point: - nowadays I seldom take 3 meals a day even if I am home the whole day. Most likely I will only come out to take my dinner that all for the whole day. It kind of makes them feel apart from me also and it affects our relationship on the whole also.

In all, I am stuck with my bad relationship with them and now the stupid ‘To go or not to go London’ topic !

I hate this !~ Aww so tired gotta collapse soon !!

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 20:35:18 GMT

Today I wake up early in the morning for a jog.

Upon reaching home, I checked my emails and was pleased to saw some emails from my oversea friends. Took me some time to reply their email, it really make me glad that they still keeping in contact with me. =)

Some of this oversea friends, I get to know on my oversea trip or stay in Singapore, online gaming and discussion forum so it really meant a lot when they still email me.

Pretty interesting mix of nationalities among them, well I know this Korean lady friend of mine and she really let me feel amazed with her IT skills. Reason being that she is working full time but is still able to take out time to do game programming on her free time.

Most interestingly she was able to do a private RO server and also constantly updating it with the original Korean RO server. For those who play online game or had some knowledge about game programming, u will understand that it requires very strong programming background and also other scripting work in order to achieve what she done. Overall, I am amazed at her strength in programming. Perhaps I will share this some other time =)

Left home around 4 plus to go to town, a secondary school friend of mine was seeking my assistance on database creation and some programming script algorithm and he make a short appointment with me at 5:30pm.

Managed to help my friend solved his problem, and then I quickly move over to Cineleisure to find dearz as he was there for quite some time already. We went for a short walk, chatting and discussing what is going on for the past few days for both of us.

mentaray & hammy_porklet joined us for dinner at this spaghetti restaurant at Paragon B1 just opposite Thai express.

Once again, mentaray & hammy_porklet entertain us haha. I ordered a spaghetti carbonara which is something that I like even if I go to pasta mania with dearz. Comment is that it is creamy enough, the mushroom taste good and it does not leave a very heavy taste in your mouth after the meal. Overall, the spaghetti was really nice plus the portion is quite a lot. I would recommend it to anyone of you if you like pasta =),

After dinner, we went to HMV for a short walk before we decided to sit down at Starbuck outside Cali gym. hammy_porklet was chatting with mentaray while mentaray sharing some issue with him and kind of getting some advice from him. It was pretty interesting for me as hammy_porklet shared some stuffs and it really catch my attention and aroused my curiosity a lot haha =X.

It was a pretty long chat, as we left Starbuck at 11:10pm =X. Dearz and hammy_porklet head toward the MRT while I take a lift from mentaray back home.

PS: I purposely left out ‘Thanks to whoever for whatever reason’ haha =P hammy_porklet & mentaray will understand why haha

Great evening =)

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 17:07:24 GMT

I went to sleep awhile in the morning since I did not catch a single wink last night.

I wake up around 12 plus in the afternoon and daddy asked me to eat something but was not feeling hungry so rejected his offer to cook for me. He kind of unhappy with it, I feel bad but really do not have the urge to eat.

After washing up, I was chatting online with some friends. Somehow while chatting with hammy_porklet, we make a last minute arrangement to meet up at PS Mac.

Meet up hammy porklet at Mac, poor him waiting for me around 15-20 minutes as the timing was quite tight and I already expected to be late haha…

Thanks to him, I feel better after chatting with him over a drink and fries. I realized certain stuffs that I would not be able to see it on my own.

Shortly after, airborne67 come and meet us, he was meeting hammy_porklet for dinner. Roughly around the same time, Fabian appeared too as he got a dinner appointment with me and mentaray tonight.

So 4 of us spilt into group of 2, me and Fabian go for a walk around as we were still waiting for mentaray while they went for their dinner. We went Daiso to shop for Fabian stationeries, mentaray called me when we were queuing to pay for the items to inform me that he is walking over from his office already.

We go straight to the food court to meet up mentaray and for dinner we ordered 2 fried sliced fish steamboat from the well know stall at the food court.

airborne67 & hammy_porklet come shortly to find us after they finished their dinner haha and Kenneth joined us too. There was a short intro for all of them and we realized that actually they know each other somehow or other haha the world is so small :p

There was a pretty nice chat going on at first but Kenneth and airborne67 was kind of left out later when me, Fabian, hammy_porklet and mentaray was chatting about NS reservist. They were kind of left out because for 4 of us we had our NS in SPF and so that why :p

I was expecting the atmosphere might get awkward but it turn out to be nice and fun lolz. Everyone was laughing due to mentaray & hammy_porklet laughter plus mentaray merlion act haha especially when we was at Swenson after the dinner for some dessert. (Someone so unglam today :p)

It was also funny and entertaining with airborne67 joke, remarks and comments when we was choosing the ice cream flavors for the Earthquake… because quite a lot of the flavors that we like to order is not available and the poor waitress got to wait for us finish picking which few flavors while we are laughing

In all, I really enjoyed the evening with them. Thanks to hammy_porklet treat of drink at Mac and airborne67 kind offer to treat me for Swenson. =) and Kenneth nice act of giving me a tissue haha and of coz to everyone for the great time =).

Feeling more cheerful now =) ! I will post up the photos taken at Swenson soon because my idiot USB cable is not working well with my Hp now. =(

PS: haha almost forget to mention, it been a EYES opener for me when Fabian & hammy_porklet use their tongue to tie a knot on the cherry stalk and super amazing tongue tricks by hammy_porklet too !! That was really O.O ~~!! Haha

airborne67
hammy_porklet
mentaray

Kinderen voor Kinderen song - Two Fathers

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 15:45:14 GMT

Cute boi ~ singing this song for his 2 fathers ~~ I like the boi =P. I not sure he is singing in Dutch or Portuguese...

PS: just saw that alvin already posted this video, hehe my dearz showed me this url link so muz be him saw on alvin blog :p Sorry ah ~

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 08:15:11 GMT

I had thought that by keeping myself occupied with work and other stuffs, it might help me to put it totally into the past.

In the end, I realized that I was just deceiving myself, whenever I come to places that we used to frequent, those memories just flood my mind.

He plays a major role in my life, someone that is very close to me but just because of one misunderstanding it create a lot of hurts for him, me and the other close friends of our.

I recalled that this sentence ‘why because of one minor incident/argument or so, u would wish to put the future of the whole relationship into the dump’ as mentioned by a friend the other day.

Because we were young, we never understand what the rationale behind our actions and both was stubborn on our own stand and so that relationship just halts right at that point until the day I received a call from his mum.

It was too late to regret but truthfully speaking, both of us was given chances but either of us make the move to resolve it until the very last moment and it just ended abruptly to me.

Guess that it was hard to accept this from the start... haiz

I miss 'L' !!

Sun, 29 Oct 2006 20:51:33 GMT

Was suppose to go on a hike today with fruits platter group...

Heavy rain spoil the plan, end up staying at home.

Give my doggy a shower, brush her and then cut some stray furs ~~

Helped out mother by cleaning the house for her, wiping the floor and other tedious stuff ~ Oh it is a nice workout lolz...

mangoboi & dragovianboi come over for dinner with me and my family since mummy say she want to play mahjong so asked me to call them =)

After dinner, played 1 round of mahjong with them. I won 20 bucks ~

After mahjong, mentaray drive over my house to pick the 3 of us to go down Changi village and bite abit of food before we go over Changi Broadwalk to take a short walk.

After that, mangoboi & dragovianboi come over my house to stay over. Both sleeping le ~ ~

I am thinking of a gd friend, a brother, a buddy and teammate now, unable to sleep. I missed him, I wondering what he will be doing now if he is still alive.

The other day, while waiting for mentaray to fetch me at the road junction down my house, it is where I used to walk with him together. The little shortcut just across my house which lead to his home.

After that day I been thinking of him again. It had been near a year and a half that he left ...

Somehow I still missed him but then he is gone forever, I definitely missed his voice, those 9 yrs of friendships, those night when we sleep side by side and we share our happiness, sadness and so on.

I thought that I let go of him already but...

Haiz, reading the last and only letter that he left for me, I really really regret that I was not with him at his last moment.

Up to now, I still blame myself for being so stubborn on my stand ! Why I did not give in haiz ....

I know this is not the first time that I blogged this but I am seriously unable to let go... 9 yrs together, my best partner in the school team badminton double, my gd friend, my sworn brother and many more..

Life is cruel !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 20:12:35 GMT

I am finally free of national service today.

I think I will miss a lot of people over my dept.

Now thinking back of the time that I was with them, honestly speaking they treated me pretty well except for 1 or 2 guys that always get me pissed off due to their nonchalant attitude in my office.

Hope that all things will progress smoothly for me now… I am pretty worried about my dearz now. He smsed me at 1:30 am to check whether I was sleeping already, and apparently I was playing Dota with mentaray. I had a short sms conversation with dearz and get to know that his cough is getting worse since he describe his cough now as 'coughing like shit now'.

I am kind of worried for him because he got a sensitive nose and now his cough is getting worse also plus the cough have been with him since last week.

Hope his cough will be gone soon. Now I got to go to bed, before I myself get sick too. Well cannot expect two sick persons to help to take care of each other dun it…

Wed, 25 Oct 2006 20:17:06 GMT

At this moment, I posting this entry with a heavy heart, frustrated over certain issue.

I wish to clarify this issue; I never hated anyone truly except for one person. Which I do not wish to narrate much on this and so that the end to this part...

Regarding dislikes and liking of a person, well I am not a person that will tend to dislike others just base on their physical outlook or what I heard of them from other sources. For me, I will prefer to know them personally and slowly get to know more about them as a friend. I do not deny that sometimes, what other say is true as what a Chinese saying ‘空穴不来风’ mean but it is just me that I wish to view it with my own eyes and personally experienced it.

Sometime, I might behave abnormally in the sense that I become redrawn, quiet or even aloof with some people. It is not because that I do not like them or so, but it is just when a particular situation is playing that I will show such behavior.

For some people, whatever tat happened in the past just cast a shadow over the friendship which make it awkward that why I tend to be quiet when this people are around or subconsciously avoiding them as I do not know how to react or communicate with them and It is just awkward for me at those moments. It does not mean that I dislike u or worse… I hate u.

I feel that it is tiring to hate or even to remain angry over someone or a particular matter for a long period of time, therefore I am not a person who will really hate or flared up at certain people.

This is quite contradicting since I admitted that I do hate someone but well ‘hate’ is a heavy word… I would rather choose to say that I just cannot find any reason for me to forgive him that all.

This is what I wish to express… perhaps my actions do not appear to show it but my intention was never heading to that direction. Probably it was just me not being considerate enough or plainly not thinking more deeply into it.

No one is perfect, I am not a perfect work of god too. I definitely have my flaws…

Side tracking from this, Today is my last day of NS !! Finally I can shout ‘ORD LO’ =) . Reaching another junction of life, it is another major decision making period again.

Very shag.. It is time to go to bed and sleep. I got to go back to my office after another 2 hours sleep. ~

Sat, 21 Oct 2006 23:21:01 GMT

Today, went for joggin with mentaray after waking up at 2pm... was kinda tired... since did not sleep much the day before...

Sorry to dragovianboi & mangoboi becuz suppose to meet them at 1pm at Harbourfront to go Sentosa... but too tired I overslept.. including mentaray ... haha so I not alone to bear the fault =X .. no la haha

After joggin an hour with mentaray, both of us went separate way home and get ready to go down NINES by 7pm to meet dragovianboi & mangoboi to visit Michael and Simon also to give NINES a farewell =X

Finally saw Simon =), hugged him and chatted with him and Michael for awhile.

Very long time never attend coffee outing, so many people lolz =X

Stayed there until 9plus, left with mentaray to go down to orchard as he need to pass his friends some stuff.

Walked to Lucky Plaza from Specialist Shopping center, where mentaray parked his bike.

Kekez meet up mentaray friends -> Austin, Troy, Adam, Andrew, Desmurn & two other friends that I did not get to know their names so Sorry about this... If someone can update me pls do so =)

They are pretty fun group, haha althought it was my first time meeting up with them but we played afew interesting game like 'black magic', 'open,close' , 'around the world in 80 days' and the number game that I played with them.

Lolz they even rank the game according to lamness haha ... lucky mine game was inbetween =X

I guess we played for quite some time at the Macdonald at Lucky Plaza... until 12plus before everyone left for home.

I and mentaray left to Pasir Ris the 24 hours coffeeshop for a short bite (me bite la cuz I did not makan the whole day except for one meal after my jog) then he drop me home ~~

Really glad to know them =) ~~ Ta Da ~~

Sometime I may appear aloof, it is not meant to be, simply becuz I do not know how to react ... my best friend knew me best... he know what kind of situation...

=)

Fri, 20 Oct 2006 20:54:08 GMT

Did not bother to update the past few days~

Celebrate dearz birthday with him today..

But dearz was not feeling well after his night shift... so I was very worried since thursday morning about him...

Saw dearz today afternoon when he come over... ordered dearz favourite pizza for lunch before we relax and watch SCV kekez... pretty funny ~

Accompany dearz to see doc cuz he still not feeling very very well. Doctor give him 1 day MC to rest tomorrow...

We go down PS since I booked 2 movie tickets for the movie 'Death Note'. It was dearz promise to me that we should catch this movie together... Collect tickets then go play arcade.

We go down cineleisure to makan dinner at cineleisure foodcourt... actually it was not our first choice to eat there... because we go Xin Wang it was full house then we go our usual sushi eating place also full house... bo bian go down to food court liao lo since we got no more time le ...

After that we slowly walk over to PS, catch the movie... IT was DAMN DISAPPOINTING ~!!!

SO MANY CHANGES MAKE TO THE ORIGINAL STORY LINE !!! IT SUX ALOT LO... I almost fell asleep twice during the early part of the show...

kaoz after me anticipating for it so long... expecting it to be nice... damn

Now looking forward for 'Eragon' and 'Step Up' ~~

Enjoyed the day with dearz before we left for home at 11:30pm but half-way on the MRT... I decided to meet Raymond at eunos

we go geylang haha wah lau I & Raymond almost wanna Smack this idiot indian drunkard. We was on the bike looking for parkin lot, the idiot drunkard with two other indians walk pass and he start to shout at us then use alot of fingers action ... wanna spank him seriously lucky his friends drag him away fast...

enjoyed the beancurd at Rochor beancurd stall... then I again hitch ride on Raymond bike home =) ~~

Today happy =)

NINES CAFE

Mon, 16 Oct 2006 19:33:42 GMT

Went out at 12am, meet up Michael for a late night chit chat over drinks and some makan at the 24 hours food court near my house.

At first, the atmosphere was kinda serious and abit sad as Michael was sharing with me his recent problems that he facing for his cafe.

I slowly listen to him sharing about his headaches after awhile both of us was sharing how I get to know him and so on... haha

All the memories come back to both of us, we begin to chat about how the other friends and also how he feel about this whole issue...

As we chatted on, suddenly Michael thought of buying a scrap book or an album so that he can get those regulars and friends who will be going over his cafe this week and next week to write something for him and also to leave a recent pic of them on the book as that he can keep it as memories...

Both of us chatted for 2 hours plus then I suggested to go home le cuz Michael still need to wake up at 7am later to go work... It was really nice to catch up with Michael althought I personally feel sad that Michael got to sell the cafe to a new owner... after seeing him puttin in so much hard work...

Note: - to everyone if u guys are going down NINES this week or next week take note that next saturday is the last day NINES is operating. This is what Michael confirm with me. Also remember to bring a recent photo of u if u dun mind cuz Michael want u guys to paste the pic on the scrap book ur own and to write down what u guys want to write... so that he can keep it for memories that all ~~

My own impression of Michael:

I would say that Michael was a very good boss and someone who are very observant of little details. I saw this in him when I was working for him, in fact I would say that I learnt a lot from him.

He can remember all the regulars certain special requests or habits. Like there was a regular old customer that will come to his cafe daily and he will always request for coffee, a small cup of ice and cold milk. When u order coffee u dun really have ice unless u request for it.

There is also a guy in executive wear that will come by during lunch time to buy just a can of diet coke to drink outside his cafe and sometime he will purchase cigarette too... he will always smoke and drink finish the diet coke then he will left.

All this people he will remember their habits and also special request... I am pretty amazed by him at that time.

Personally he really put in alot of efforts in NINES and he is a very humorous person haha I and kaworuthelost1 called him 孙悟空 de haha ...

I am talkin to kaworuthelost1 now on MSN haha we can remember some of this regulars kekez... kaworuthelost1 and me worked there before so we can recall all this customers...

I feel Michael really is very successful in his cafe. Reason being that, if u ever worked there or really spend a day sitting there and observe... A lot of his customers are just like his friends, they will come in and chit chat with Michael and if u talked to Michael he will know what his customers work as la and so on...

I believed that a lot of the regulars return cuz of his gd service and also that they feel comfortable in his cafe... it just like a second home to them... especially those daily regulars.

A lot of memories for me there too... =), I like his special fried rice haha...

Gonna go down NINES tomorrow with kaworuthelost1 around evening... =)

Wondering will i be able to see stern face Simon also haha...

牛魔王病了

Mon, 16 Oct 2006 12:48:19 GMT

Did not taken a morsel of food the whole day....

Now feel tired and feverish....

Think confirm having fever soon....

Did not take any food not because I on diet....

Is because I seriously got no appetite....

feel dehydrated so now drinking alot of plain water.... ~nitez ~

Mon, 16 Oct 2006 11:02:25 GMT

各人有自己的好与坏

没必要，无需要，也别太在意别人的看法

如果的确没违反自己的原则和良心的话，那就别多想了

路是自己铺出来的，不必为别人的眼色和言语而拆你自己的路

要是不完美，那就自己铺出能自足的路吧

别人的口，你管不了。

也没必要去学别人。

自己的口，你管得了。

~那么多集一点口德~

Drinkin session

Sun, 15 Oct 2006 01:44:02 GMT

Little small drinkin session table haha..

Raymond reached my home at 2am ~~

Started our little small drinkin session then played Dota and watched TV~~

Until 5am when Raymond started to feel very tired and eventually sleeping on the mattress that I put on the floor for him haha

I off the light and lie on my bed...

Did not sleep the whole night.... My mind been working hard...

Raymond is still asleep now ~~ as for me I thinkin what should I do for today ?

Btw Thanks Raymond haha

Sat, 14 Oct 2006 17:35:49 GMT

心里的疼痛无法形容

看着往日的照片

想着当时的心情

我不知道，我好难受

你知道我现在的心情吗？

我好希望你在旁边，就算莫不出声也好

我只要你的手的温柔

只要你给我的爱。。。

still waiting for Raymond to come ... ~~

Suddenly feel like eating soon kueh
Yummy Soon Kueh from Geylang Bahru..

Looking at my hp casing, feel so satisfied with it cuz I design and spray it my own ba...
Hmm love the butterfly =)

haiz waitin here ~ wait wait

A day at the beach ~

Sat, 14 Oct 2006 17:12:02 GMT

Went over to Raymond house at 12:20, he lonbang me down on his bike to meet Mango & Dragonfruit at Harbourfront Interchange.

As we was heading up Benjamin Sheares Bridge, I saw that the haze was gettin worse since I could see the whole town area are so foggy ~~

Meet up Mango & Dragonfruit for breakfast then we head down to our destination for today -> Sentosa ~

We went to the beach and enjoyed ourself ~~ Poor Raymond was sleeping under the coconut tree after swimming with us hehe muz be the night before play Dota with me until 5am (>.<)

Mango & DragonFruit decided to do something with the sand
Mango doing a heart shape
Dragonfruit also but his heart appear more like a peach to me =X kekez
~~ Mango soft & fragile Heart ~~
Aww... The aftermath of a huge wave... gone is the heart

After that, we went for a quick bath haha a lot of funny comments and eye candies in the male toilet over the beach haha ~~

We left sentosa, me took a ride on Raymond bike until Dhoby Ghaut to our usual Lan gaming area there and meet up with mango and dragonfruit (They took MRT).
Took a snap of the foggy sunset as we was leaving sentosa at the bridge
We played one round of Dota, me and Raymond vs the COUPLE ~ WEE WE WON ~~ haha the training session works haha ~~ but not so fast... the couple not using their strongest char yet ~~

After the game, Mango, Dragonfruit and me go makan dinner while Raymond left us to meet his friend for dinner.

After dinner, I left for home, Mango go work and Dragonfruit go home first also.

Now home ~ Waiting for Raymond to come over my house with Vodka ~~ gonna drink drink drink ~~ Mood mood mood down down down crushed ~~ haiz